mai 2012
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Sick!Sam notice
Dear followers, Firstly thank you for sticking with me during this rough time in my life…I honestly appreciate it. Last week I thought I would be getting to go home…and then I got the highly unwelcome news that the tumor I’ve had for lord knows how long, as grown. It is now…15cm? and the doctors say it must come out. So tomorrow, I’m getting surgery. I am in the dark whether this tumor is...
avril 2012
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Uke!Germany requested~
fuckyeah-germancest:
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Konna Aishikata Shika Shiranainda
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“I’LL FOLLOW YOU UNTIL YOU LOVE ME! I’M YOUR BIGGEST FAN. PLEASE...”
– me and every RP blog I follow, ever.
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Important! Sick!Sam
Hello beloved followers~ Sam here to say that I am currently hospitalized with pneumonia. It’s been nearly a week since I first was put in the hospital and I’m sad to say that tumblr is blocked here. So…I can’t make posts or anything. I’m having one of my lovely lolis make this post in my stead. In any case, you can usually catch me on skype (exprincesssammya) when I am not sleeping. Anyway, I...
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“I…I wanted DenPol to happen so badly—but it meant breaking up...”
– Sam
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. I AM NOT GOING TO TAG THIS...
do you miss me yet? still not here.
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At Urgent Care
Chest x-ray soon.
I tried being normal for five minutes since...
I gave up after a minute of just sitting there—unsure of what the fuck normal actually was.
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It might be my heart
Don’t be alarmed. Just talking here.
I’m overweight. Like majorly so.
First now the pain is centered in my upper vest area spreading out to my back.
It’s my heart and the areas surrounding it—
When I cough the pain is so bad I’m half surprised I’m not coughing up blood.
Gotta tough it out tomorrow then I get to see my doctor.
Anyway I keep passing in and...
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...if I still feel like this...Sunday night, I'll...
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yaoigirl117 replied to your post: I’m hurt: Mentally and Physically
I hope you feel better :3
….//forgets that she has followers—who read this stuff—
…thank you dear.
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I would practice my breathing but my chest hurts each time I breath…
I hope there’s nothing seriously wrong.
I just—
Are my mental issues making me physically ill…?
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Lady: Did you take this drug?
Me: Yes--didn't work.
Lady: What about this one?
Me: (bitter laugh) I'm immune to it--that was my favorite drug after all.
Lady: That's sick.
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I'm hurt: Mentally and Physically
Mentally
starting to have flashbacks
anxiety through the roof
Physically
heart hurts—like aches
back hurts
hips hurt, it’s hard to walk—
Eyes hurt.
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swordofshin replied to your post: [[MORE]]She went through with it. I can’t…
I’m so sad to hear that
-sighs-
In the end—it’s between her and God.
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xmaplebeerx replied to your post: xmaplebeerx replied to your post: xmaplebeerx…
try not to flash anyone dear~
…nearly died—
omg, my chest hurts…
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xmaplebeerx replied to your post: xmaplebeerx replied to your post: Past few days…I…
DANCE! DANCE!
at least until my dress slips because boobs are too sweaty.
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xmaplebeerx replied to your post: Past few days…I guess all the stress as caught up…
please don’t die!
DANCE UNTIL THE WORLD ENDS.
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Past few days…I guess all the stress as caught up with my body…
So I can’t really walk without getting out of breathe, and my heart hurting like hell, and shit—
I have no clue how I’m going to dance tonight…
But dance I will—even if it kills me.
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[[MORE]]She went through with it.
I can’t imagine how she must be feeling—
But life goes on, even as another one dies.
Rest in peace unborn cousin/niece/nephew of mines.
oncies:
if i ever end up being normal is it going to be like that time when spongebob became normal
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suuvesi answered your question: So— If I had my own radio show—would you listen?
Yes :D
-shrugs-
Let’s see if I can make this happen then!
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Wishes
I wish that the day when I can stop thinking…about…doing harmful things to myself would come sooner—
I wish I could gain more control of my depression and not be so…down 6 days out of 7.
I wish…
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thedanishmermaid answered your question: So— If I had my own radio show—would you listen?
YES. I TOTALLY WOULD. DO WAAAAAAAAAAAANNNT.;w;
brodayhey answered your question: So— If I had my own radio show—would you listen?
heck yeah i would
Okay—sent out an email…now let’s see if like…this can actually like happen.
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So—
If I had my own radio show—would you listen?
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xmaplebeerx replied to your post: xmaplebeerx replied to your post: ….they’re asking…
whelp never mind then :|
think—don’t know really.
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xmaplebeerx replied to your post: ….they’re asking me if I wanna have my own radio show now—what.
OMG! you go girl! p.s. how much would that pay?
…
Think it’s a free thing
OMG.
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....they're asking me if I wanna have my own radio...
Did I impress them that much?!
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drinkintealikeaboss:
So—the radio decided to you know, not make the job I was applying for a staff position. But they still want to know if I want to like help do it. Which is fine.
It’ll be a side project. Something to give me focus. Won’t get paid for it though.
They’re also asking me if I wanna be a DJ…?
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...there's like this near constant pain in my...
Can’t tell if it’s because I am about to start my cycle (which I haven’t had since January—I need to start talking that birth control regularly), or…what.
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#sam and her issues
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Okay--so...
This is the game I’m playing.
So expect me to whine about it until…sunday.
